It is so long since I posted and I have been missing you all so much.
However, I have such problems that I now go for days without using my computer at all.
I now not only have arthritis in my knees but it has spread to my shoulders, elbows and hands, particularly the right hand. As I am right-handed this gives me so many problems. Some days my fingers are so swollen that I can hardly bend them and I am in constant pain with my body.
I did get my four year all clear from the breast unit but this has been marred for me by the way I have become. My doctor reckons it was triggered off by stress. I am very depressed and feel that I am turning into a cripple and I fear for the future.
None of it is helped by the fact we cannot seem to sell my brother's house, the solicitors bills are enormous and growing by the day. We have sold twice and both times the buyers have backed out. We are now on the third attempt.
My lower back is really my biggest problem as some days I cannot straighten and the pain is dreadful and Mike has to help me in and out of bed. I need to get that sorted before I have my knees done. I will be contacting my doctor to get a referral to a back specialist.
The last few months have been a living hell and I cannot tell you how much I miss my computer, commenting on your journals and adding to mine.
So I do not know when I shall be back posting regularly but I hope and pray that day will come. In the meantime, please hold me in your thoughts and pray for the proper help for me and vast improvements in my pain and activity levels.
Like I said, I miss you all. I wish you all the best and hope life is being kind to you. I wish it would start being kind to me.